blogger's block

I can't seem to blog lately. I don't have a lot to say about just one thing, but I do seem to have one thing to say about a lot of (unrelated) things.

I decided I need some type of crossbody bag- for when I'm out of the house and with any of my children. Which is actually the case almost every time- unless I'm going to the doctor. I don't know if that's sad or just shows how much I enjoy (I think?) having them around me constantly. Either way- that's the situation. Not having one has just become too impractical. Unfortunately I just cannot find one I really like.

All the snowstorm prep, the actual storm, not having power for 23 hours, school being cancelled, and whatever else has thrown the house further into disarray- and I don't know if I have the energy to start fixing it.

I really can't stand our bathroom.

Or the kitchen. The state of the cabinets are almost too much for me.

The hall needs to be swept and washed. But.. ug, I just don't want to.

Why isn't there ever any regular iced VIA at my Target anymore? Or frozen spinach? Although I don't think there ever was. It's not a popular enough vegetable for the small frozen vegetable section at our most local Target.

Lily has a friend at school. Ohmagoodness. Like, I'm pretty sure at real friend whose name she knows and he knows hers (yes, he) and isn't one of the vague "girl friends" that she refers to occasionally. He almost always says goodbye to her if he's near the door when we leave..and when I suggested she say goodbye to him today.. she added a Y to the end of his name. It made me laugh.

I still haven't gotten to the grocery store. In like.. two weeks. I've just picked up a few things here and there at Target. And never made it to the grocery store after that. Because.. my children just exhaust the heck out of me sometimes.. and going to Target first is more important than not going at all. Because it just is.

I wish I could get more sleep. I really do. I'm so tired constantly, it's kinda not fair. I tried to think of when the last time I got more than 7 hours of uninterrupted sleep. I couldn't. It's been at least a year and a half. I mostly get about 5 hours. Maybe 6. And certainly not uninterrupted.

Noah is down to just one binky. And now that he's on the verge of turning one, I don't want to buy more. There are a few others but he had 4 he liked for the last 7 or 8 months. One vanished- and has been gone for awhile. Then all 3 went missing over the course of a week. I went into full on search mode and found them all, but one was missing too long and had mold (!) growing in it. Then there was 2. Now one has been missing for a few days. So.. there we are. Nearly binkyless.

Taxes have been completed. Check mark. Exhale.

I need a haircut.

I'm hungry. Mmm.. macaroni and cheese sounds good. Actually.. no, maybe it doesn't.

More coffee does though.

Or maybe apple cider. Warmed up. Because my throat is a little sore.

And for gawdssake if I'm getting sick again.. !