We've been up since 7am. The day has been a little difficult.. a little weird.. and fragile all around. The kind of a day where you aren't sure what you're supposed to say.. what you're supposed to do. And everything "normal" you do.. you think, wait.. is it okay to do that?
By 7:30, the house was oddly quiet. Jason had gone out, Lily wasn't awake yet. I had made waffles, but sat on the couch for 10 minutes before I even went to get them out of the toaster. It was the kind of a day with silences.. until someone would just sigh.. and say, "geeez." Because, really, we didn't know what else to say.
Just let it be Monday already.
Love the transparency and reality here. Lovely, melancholy, bittersweet.
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