For the first time, last night, I had a dream about Baby XY. I got to the hospital by myself and I was there in my room, but no one else was around- no nurses, no doctors. There was one other patient, but she went home because she wasn't ready yet.
And then, I'm not sure.. but.. I may have delivered Baby XY by myself. When I had him all wrapped up, a nurse came in. I was getting a bottle ready for him and she started telling me everything I was doing was wrong. And not so nicely.
"I have a child at home," I snapped at her. "This isn't my first baby- I know what I'm doing." When she left, I looked down the baby and said.. "What's your name?" He replied back quietly, "I already told you." And then I woke up.
Hmm..
There is a name, that I refer to him as. Sometimes. So.. I don't know- maybe I should take it more seriously.
I wonder if this was because I ate pineapple last night..
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